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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2009|10:42 pm]

work today at marine parade. SO TIRING, like always ! But still, had some fun cause the teammates are really funnny to the max !! Off to bed soon, yay ! :D


NOTHING IS FAIR !!!


So terrible inside, feel like pouring everything out. But dont know how. I want to cry so badly, but no tears come out. I want to say out so badly, but i dont even have the chance anymore. I want to ...
Maybe i should give myself another chance. Enough is enough.
donlikeyoubitch

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(no subject) [Nov. 23rd, 2009|01:53 am]


231 clique-
Or should we be called the demoralizing clique? hahaha. When the 5 of us are tgt, we always demoralize each other! The happy times spent with you guys were times that i will never forget. I doubt i can ever find a bunch of other friends like you guys, who always make me smile and laugh. Because of you guys, i've become stronger, no longer the little girl ok. (: Because of you guys, i know what are true friends. The 5 of us may not enter the same school, same class next year, but i rly rly hope that we will still keep in contact ! Thank you for being my good friends all this while, thank you for everything. Love you guys. (:



really love them ! ^^ they're always with me, gossiping and laughing away in class ! Without them, i doubt i will enjoy myself in 4F so much ! Yay


Kelly - predator wong for more than a year ! A friend who always update me with latest juicy gossips! I still rmb how long we've msned last year! Priceless chats. Continue being gossipy and i'll always be a call away if you have any jingbao news okay. Last long with your boy! Love.
Xueqi - Best friends for FOUR years. These 4 years may seem short, but the happy times we had together are priceless. Although we've been separated for 2years, but im glad that our friendship is still going strong. Be it happy or sad, thankyou for being with me all this while. Andand, yknw i really love your laughters cause its so influential (?). hahaha .You're a friend whom i really cannot afford to lose. A friend whom i really cherish alot. A friend like you, is hard to find. (: A big thankyou loveyouuuuu.


NgCheukTow - Became closer this year. A super nice friend who always helped me when im in need of help ! Help me make my bed when i go her house to overnight, treat me eat fruits and etc. I want more stayovers okay. The next time, i want to stay up to talk ! Stay cheerful always ! Love your smileeee ! hahaha.


Clarissa - Friend for 4years !! Were close during sec1, Not close during sec2&3, and closer again during sec4 !! :D Really glad to have you by my side, always doing retarded and irritating actions to brighten up my day ! Continue staying at this height, never let me feeel inferior ! hahaha. love your height !! ^^ and you of course !



Laifong - 9 years of friendship and still going strong. Despite all the conflicts last time, somehow, fate brought us back together again. Im glad that it brought us even closer, and i'm really contented. With you around, i never feel alone, because i know, you're always here. You understand me so well that it seems scary at times. I hope you'll find someone who really love and cherish you, you deserve one. Happy 10 next year, 101010, thats our day ! :D loveyou laipork !! ( will you even see this? hmmm )


JasmineKong - flowerkongggg ! Got closer after taiwan trip. I still rmb how 'motherly' i was to help you 'take food' ! You're always so sweeeeeet. :D will never forget how you help me celebrate my bday, and will keep all that you've gave me well. ( really very nice ) and i'll try my best to make an enjoyable one for you too ( how to when you're in overseas ah. hmmm ) icecream and my touching letter, happy awaiting ! Love you cause you always made me feeel loved. Continue cheating my feelings cause im alr used to it ! teehee.


Fangkai - Friend for 4years. Somehow, esp this 2years,we can really click well. You're one of the few guy friends that made me feel comfortable with. I like to tell you my troubles and share my happiness with you. Cause you understand me well. You always give me advices when im really down or what. Things may not be smooth, but continue trying, i have faith in you ! :D jiayou fangkai, we can do it. We will do well for O's and hope that our dream come true ( yknw yknw ) ! Love.



PervinSim - My bestest guy friend. Got closer since sec2, yknw, im really grateful to you, You never throw your temper, always giving in, always so forgiving. Your face is so joker, really feeel happy when im with you. You're just like a real brother to me. Thankyou for lending me your shoulder when i teared, thankyou for listening to me when im down. Thankyou for whatever you've done for me this 4years. Love you korrrr ! Last long with shancheng! :D



Jonathan - Super crippled and funny and sleepy pig! I like talking to you cause you never fail to make me happy. Somehow, because of you,i think i've grown up abit ( not physically lah, i know you stil taller! ). You helped me wake up from my fantasy. And i should be grateful. I'll always remember you, the one who is once so important to me. love. ( will i ever get the chance. )



Alfred - Although we've not been close this year, but i know you're really a nice friend !! Really funny at times. And i miss your milk toast, nice. (: Last long with predatorwong and you must be happy always ! :D


Sherry - My quiet friend, thankyou for walking with me to school everyday for this 4years. I still rmb once, really felt awkward when i have to walk to school alone cause you had smth on. Although we aint that closer, but really treasure you. So long since we last went out, i wonder when will be the next time. Hmm. (are you reading this girl?). Wish you all the best and find your happiness sooon ! You must really learn to be more talkative okkk. Loveyou dear friend !


Amanda - Friends for 4years !! Register always in front of me. Although we ain this close anymore, but i really hope that you can last long with him and you better dont let him bully you! I know he wont lah. Thankyou for being such a great ' shopmate' all this while. Will never forget all the fun times we used to had together. love.



Jiahou - totally love your nonsense and silly actions !!! You always joke around, and it will be super weird if one day you become super quiet and emo !! Remember to show me your ' hk guy ' someday ! ( argh, how dare you cheat my feelings?! ahhaha ). COntinue being so ever cheerful ! Love.



Phyllan
- Yangyangkorkor (: You're just like another brother of mine ! Still rmb you sitting beside me on the first day of sec3 school life, my first impression of you was ' wah this guy quite cute leh! '. hahaha! Must still ring me up when you're bored or had any problems k! And yes, not forgetting that you're the first to call me on my bday. Stay cute always yangyangkor ! :D ( yay, we got the cute genes! :P kidding. teehee. )


Cosmo - Yay, i like your prom top cause is i choose one ! The red is nice okay. (: Dk how did i started knowing you, but somehow, we can click pretty well leh! You're a nice guy and thankyou for all the chats at night. (: Will always remember you, blacky! hahaha.


More pictures coming up. Im tired now. SO byebye ! :D


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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2009|10:03 pm]
hellohello. Sorry to disturb you. Im representing ****. This is my license authorised by ***. blahblahblah.
Yes. Thats the job i've been doing for the past few days. Didnt know its this kind of job until i went for training... Its too late so decided to give it a shot. Nowww... i know how hard it is to earn money. Its so tiring like omg. And i loveeee those people who are so generous, but i really do dislike it when ppl waste my precious time !!! Argh. But cant blame them actually, its not a small amount afterall. So... I told myself, the next time i see anyone doing charity on the streets, i promise to donate !!! Unless its a huge sum of money lah, then maybe i will just stop them before they start advertising their grandmother story !!!
i think i will give up this job sooonn. Too tiring. and i feel guilty somehow...

Prom Night 2009 . :D It was F.U.N. Lots of photos taken. Will try to upload some when i've received all photos. :D

My feet are aching so badly now !!!! :C

What is yours will always be yours. Im not the one. Not now, Not in the future. Get it ?
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2009|11:47 pm]
omg. i really dont like y.o.u even more now!! Pissed me off totally. Do you like to be a snatcher so much? maybe you should go and sell fish ! :DD
People are really weird. Everyone is weird in any way, so do i.

Mummy curled my hair today, very weird. too mature for my liking. Yucks. Luckily, it'll be back to normal tmr! :D

Going Msia to shop tmr! Excitedddds! ^^
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2009|11:45 pm]

IM HERE BLOGGING WITH A VERY LOST, TIRED AND HAPPY FEELING ! ;D
wasnt that happy nor excited when Olevels finally ended. Just felt really relieved. Dont need to feel guilty if i watch tv or go out, dont have to worry if i never study this, study that. I love that kind of feeling, like who doesnt right ! ^^
RIBENCUN BUFFET WITH CLARISSA, CHEUKTOW, JASMINE AND LAIFONG! ;D
i wonder,,, if the place is creepy or is it clar's cammy that is zuogua-ing? we took two very nice selftimer pic and its goneeee! and nobody deleted it !!




TOWN WITH CLARISSA AND LAIFONG TODAY.
Great day. Thankyou clarissa for being so patient and accompanying us to do our stuffs today ! ;D




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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2009|09:40 am]



Was conferencing with Weirdfriend&D till pretty late last night. Funnyfunny, i really think that i've gone insane last night. Talking nonsensical stuffs! I better not have a chance to meet up with THEM =D . hahahaa. yes including weirdfriend. :D

Last physics tuition at 12 later! YAY.
Going try to study CHINESE later. i try i try. ;X
Housegoodmoonround again at night ! cant wait cant wait. (:

Get those thoughts out of mind, and life still moves on !! :D
its too strong and i wish that i've got the POWER to turn back time.
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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2009|07:39 pm]
SCREWED TOTALLY.
english was OKAY at first, then i realized, there's a HIGH POSSIBILITY that my compo is OFP !
Emaths was disappointing. Very easy but CARELESS MISTAKES!
Amaths was disgusting ! But was OK.
This week is the worst. No exam luck means no exam luck. Choose chapters also choose wrongly. And Venice didnt even come out can !!
Biology was a subject that im pretty confident in, and again, what i've studied never come out at all. Eyes and Nervous System. Wahlaoooo ! :X Never study ecology and it really came out so many questions on ecology. Hate myself for choosing wrong chapters, EVERYTIME !

SOMEONE told me that the biggest flaw in me : LACK OF CONFIDENCE. ( hor someone? )
Kind of true, i shall think positively now.
I WILL DO OKAY, I WILL DO OKAY !!!
For now, time to watch HOUSE GOOD MOON ROUND ! :D
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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2009|07:04 pm]

Today was rather productive !! :D
11 more days, I want this whole shit thing to be over. I dontwant white hairs to start coming out and pimples outbreak. Olevel, you're such a big bully. Deprived me so many things i wanna do. Argh. 1111 faster come and shall make you disappear for good !! :D I pity those ppl who can only play after 1113. hintshints***
[ woman yap, i know you must be reading this post now, and the next thing you're doing now is hold up your telephone, and start dialling my number ! hahaha. too bad. ;P ]


Should i believe in fate? Hmm. maybe its all just coindence.
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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2009|09:43 pm]
Last day of school.
I never expect this to come to end so fast, so soon. The thought of not going to back that 'dirty and full of germs' classroom really made me feel very sad, very lost. Somewhere that i've been for 2years, somewhere where all my good& true friends are, cchy, 4f09, friends, teachers. Can i choose not to graduate ? :C But i dontwant to retain. haha.
well,
I must say, my secondary life in cchy wont be that joyful and complete with all the crazy and funny friends around me ! WIll miss you guys. Will post again soon, with pictures updated, i hope !
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2009|06:54 pm]

This will be my last post till 1111 ! :D Yup, i will TRY to control myself from using this sickening laptop and watch less TV till Os are over! 25more days, ENDUREEE ! :)
Many things that i want to do after 1111 !

  • Dye/ Highlight hair
  • change hairstyle
  • growww taller by 5cm ! ( possible? No. )
  • learn swimming !
  • play bball well ( i want to be pro one! )
  • get a job
  • help sister with studies
  • spend more time with familes & friends
  • go gym twice a week
  • slim down by 4kg !
  • save $$$$
  • ALOTALOT OF SHOPPPING ( i want get camera ! )
  • watch HK dramas
  • ANDAND, ALOT OF SLEEEEP !
     
this is just tentative lah, For now, i must go study alr ! BYE.

fyi, my braces hurt like crazy. Argh.
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2009|07:09 pm]

screw you sis. I really dislike the way you behave, the way you talked, it pisses me off totally and it really breaks my heart. Why do i have you as my sister. fck. Is it so hard to do me that small favour ?! its not as though i wanted your life or what right. I knew you'll change once you enter secondary school. Can you pls stop going home late EVERYDAY, goodness, you're always not home yet when i reached. Whats the damn problem with you seriously. Stop being childish. i wish you're reading this ! Damn.


i always wished you're here. But it will never happen again, Never. you dont even give a damn.
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2009|11:46 pm]

090909
- 'EVENTFUL' DAY AT THE LIBRARY. *pukeeeeeeeeees* a million times !
I think the most productive time spent at the library was in the morning ! What happened after lunch was veryvery horrifying? okay, some cheena freak is really insane, crazy, desperate, weird looking ( backview not bad only ) ! Makes me wanna puke a million time ! Get a life loser, its obvious that im not at the least interested in your letter or whatever crap, to think you are still so thickskinned and daring to come sit beside us ! Whats your big problem uh. I hope i dont have nightmare of YOU tonight !


it hurts so badly. I feel like the biggest fool ever. I reallyreally hate this side of me. Why cant i just LET GO.  fck. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY.
long time since i last felt like crying.
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(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2009|10:36 pm]

Went CatholicHigh Funfair today ! :D Hot and crowded, and i regretted wearing black !
YC was nice to give me his tickets ! thanks uh. xD Saw many familiar faces there too. Nice time with Flowekong as well.

im not waiting. im reallyreally not waiting. Everyth came to a naught, i think i expected, too much.
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2009|10:29 pm]

PRELIMS 2 OVER ! :D

51 more days to big Os, yet i felt as though Os are over.  Watching movie, slacking at mac for more than 2hours and walked around Junction 8 as though Os are really really over ! wake up lah elizabeth tan.

The Proposal is really nice and funnny ! Sweet ^^
Met Mummy at Tpy and she 'pulled' me to Bugis with her. Worthwhile trip actually. Yay.
Relatives are coming over, AGAIN this weekend. Argh. Why Wilson never come ? so sad, very sad.

Been a longlong time since i last meet up on saturday with Pervin. Hope he can make it tmr ^^
Cousin is so so so irritating. He must be enjoying himself in taiwan now, and now i cant ask him chemistry and go running on Sunday. My chem sucks, really.

why, you got me crazy again.  Ahhhh.
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2009|05:03 pm]

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS ! ;D

i somehow miss MrLeeYC from KCS. I must say, he's the best primary teacher i've ever met. He motivated me to love chinese ( when i was primary school ) and really dotes me alot ! i wonder, how is he now. Maybe he had already retired from kcs. I initally wanted to go back pri school to seesee looklook, but blame it on amaths supp and tuition!
But still, managed to meet up with some ex classmates after tuition ! :D Great chat with them, still as hilarious as ever. Quite disappointed when i saw *, aww, why change so much. argh.

Amaths and physics paper tmr ! hahaha. Good game !
Going to meet fatfong for dinner + chat now before going for tuiton.  Fyi, its my last lesson there, poor G. hahaha.

i think i sorta regretted ! ARGH.

BYEBYE !
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2009|08:05 pm]

I cant believe i actually had the courage to cut my fringe SHORT today !  ah yes, i told the hairdresser to cut it short. It looks childish. Weird, like whatever. ;/ im lucky that i didnt attempt to try it after Os.

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i still think long fringe suits me more






Nobody is at home again now. :C im hungry, very hungry.

why are you so weird? makes me wonder. ;/
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2009|09:05 pm]

FCK THE CRAMP.
SS and HCL paper 1 screwed up. I studied healthcare, yet i attempted on governance. CRAZY OR WHAT.
I got rough idea what to write for HCL story continuous writing yet i did newspaper report.
What is wrong with me today?


lost the feel, motivation, everything to go on.
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2009|07:14 pm]

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! ;D
i love national day 'cause got public holiday !
A pity daddy is still in overseas, else he'll boasting about his experience about parachuting ! miss him!

I miss 090808, why do all good things have to come to an end ? It sucks to be alone.







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(no subject) [Jul. 31st, 2009|11:41 pm]

TGIF !
this week was rather okay, stil not really in the study mood despite getting back my lousy result slip. Ohwell, my l1r5 cannot even get into any JC.

friend, somehow, i felt that we're drifting. idk if you feel it that way. Or maybe im oversensitive. Maybe im too dependent on you, Maybe you make a great impact in my life that it felt weird without you. Or maybe, its just me who is thinking too much. 
I thought im a good listener, but no.
did i not treasure you enough?
i know words dont usually carry much weight, but just wanna let you know that, im always
here..
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